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But... then nevertheless becomes the blog an exhaust valve asked or leaves... k Weet not.. but I suspect, which it something to do with that bvb sorrow has shared, shared irritations... everything a beetje moderates. I think that it is also complete difficult lively will write... if you do not feel yourself real well in your vel. At least.. I am not possible it nevertheless.. And that has not only do with honest to be against yourself... I cannot turn also ordinary that bud.. If I think of a number of years suffered... then I still fulltime reacted, I did preventive services sometimes also annoy itself to things at the red cross... then ran, which wrong ran... Or to people, who could not names with honesty, empathy... but in one or other manner throw off all this way closely I it then faster of me.. ' t was busy, hectisch leventje... but ' k felt me super good! If I look at dare I almost state that it were the best years of my life! Last years seem it to Da or I in search am of mezelf... More time to think concerning everything... also concerning mezelf. Probably the premenopauze sit there also for what. Hormones... also pubers have it with difficulty... therefore... As a matter of fact it has also been notable me, that women, whom I know... that parent am then I... this way incredibly wise am. t is even a beetje a grip for me... Still a couple jaartjes waits... and then I go also am possible... think k of a conversation with my girlfriend... Last said them me: You must once wonder yourself what your in fact wants prove... ? On your age I think, however.. that in the meantime more than have proved you enough what, he who or how you are. There will be always, that has, however, somewhere something on to comment. Or now to right or not... you also the right has let fall them to put. You are he who you are... and or they accept this... or not.. The choice lies at their... and if them you to... belief accepting... then nothing has not really lost me! I thought of something.. I put myself behind the computer... I went bloggen... Thus it went in former days... I think of something.. I put myself behind the computer.. I write.... I delete.. Thus it goes now... This link uses if you want this Article bookmarken or linken... Wondermiddeltje gezocht directly.. Verkouden.. Yesterday me in fact not real much could it make a difference. In comparison with that pain in my jaw is a cold has simply nothing. k felt me in spite of verkoudheidkwaaltjes actual best aroused.. t sounds perhaps strange... but each painless moment is for gratefully be for me now somewhere something for. Vanmorgen I did not have to much sense stand up.. But it must of course.. Immediately Revitalose taken and afterwards a couple apples, carrots and kiwi's pressed with the juice centrifugal machine. k continues feel me tired.. In fact I feel with the minute more tired become myself.. Not of my habit... but h't does not succeed me this time with best wants in the world to put me to cleaning. In fact does not say even to the computer me real much from. k has already lain on the seat... but that finds I then this way sin of the time. Then but Dafalgan.. and hopes, which I can will myself feel nevertheless ietsjes more fitter. I do not want complain do.. Such as I already said.. better even with that fatigue.th then pain to a cold. But k must nevertheless admit, which I will be really glad if I will be healed and on strengths are. Say a healthy spirit in a healthy body don't they? How rapidly I try also very positively continue think.. nevertheless fear I as much as a beetje that as long as that body runs out on me just as... I never real for 100% in will succeed, which spirit also what healthier get.. December the last time that was by means of an initiative proposal money available has been put there. Extra money then we has gedeputeerde plough dedicated for the fund take off for 2005 emergency aid (supplies for bed bath bread) and the total provincial amount to complete to? 40.000. A proposal lay there which also provided for money for entirely 2006. the gedeputeerde stated then for that he would organise an expert meeting in February, so that the states be informed entirely concerning everything with need relief what to do has. He pleaded to take beslluit just after that expert meeting concerning available putting money. The expert meeting will take place on 12 April. That has been planned later than. There now a financial problem for the executants of the need fund arises, foundation re punch. The foundation has by letter for an advance for first half 2006 in demand of? 25.000. Of the civil servant I understood that the decision is just taken about that after the expert meeting. That is late.

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I saw butterflies high in air one of those butterflies have escaped secretly he have nested myself deeply in my abdomen and have in this still my body use sometimes, suddenly, then I can feel him I feel him then flutter and by my abdomen swarm foreigner is that this small beast awoken each time you touch me secretly.... Thus, an initiative proposal in which money is put available. And that whereas the gedeputeerde this to could have seen coming, seen the institution of the states on 15 December. Now we must do "cumbersome" and him tasks to give, whereas he also himself budget could have asked. Where does this hold course then? I weet it not exact. Or the gedeputeerde can as daily driver difficult himself money available state for noodpvang because this actual against the law in and barrage it goes therefore to the states. That also would explain why he does not translate a this way clear preference of the states in own action. If the gedeputeerde there is really of convinced that the money is not needed necessary or and that the states are informed unilaterally particularly refugee work and re punch. That would explain why he lays the emphasis at its betoog concerning the expert meeting especially on COA and COLLECTED. I become in any case not lively of the attitude of the gedeputeerde. I draw this subject with full conviction and make next month rested an initiative proposal, but it me dear would be when that had been not necessary. Hups.. I also still a considerable cold has incurred.. To sneeze.... current nose... watering eyes... heat... or sweat... and tired! But... that last was I already.. Couple of nights sleeps very badly... couple of days practically nothing eaten... 3.5 kilo slimmed on still none did not yield time... astonishing, which has those ' small beasts ' now also me to catch. Zoonlief also sick... and you hear concerning verkouden people as much as more now... Now very hard fingers cross, which it can improve all rapidly... because t becomes weeks differently than differently.. These yielded three evenings only.. One evenings someone to make renewing the terrace specifications ivm. One evenings another plumber for the bathroom... Next week manlief leave Tuesday to t foreign country... Sunday evening returns ie.. but he leaves Tuesday then for at least 10 days... Nicely is differently... Certainly now! Next week it is a year ago, that ma died suddenly... Weekje later are it its anniversary, which we can no longer celebrate now.. And trouwdag also our falls back on in the period, which manlief are not there... Toch it has in the meantime been notable me, that I lift exactly much less a lot to the fact, which manlief will not be on those days... k him of course, however, much will have kinder dichter at me... but to moan does not help.. Nevertheless? ' Metanoia ' vanochtend read to the end. Yesterday evening I touched almost the track bee. I zat too long by reading in the last chapter (time, become and afgscheidenheid), and lost the visibility on all by Foudraine ' sources ' and citaten carried. It will spin me therefore between Tony Parsons and them Jourdain, and I thought with only weemoed of know Wilber and Rdiger Safranski, which tch ietsje more systematically work to commit go. Also I considered myself that Foudraine concentrate quite on net died or still live awoke and Zelfgerealiseerden, and early me finished for which he passes whole to the old Greeks (such as Plato), the German philosophers (square, Nietzsche, Heidegger - the last nevertheless d philosopher of the ' time ') and their French vakbroeders (for example Sartre and Derrida, whose deconstructivisme distrust perhaps very dense at Foudraines towards conceptualism come). They have written all at least this way inspiring concerning the question ' who am I ' as by him the geciteerden.

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But came vanochtend everything good. Foudraine obtain briefly much in a mess, continue with rapid speed Parsons and Jourdain gone, and call and passant Krishnamurti, Osho, Ramana Maharshi, Douglas E. Harding, Eckhart Tolle, Jan Kersschot, for the times, Alexander Smit, leo Hartong and others, to end up where eventually at its neighbour man in the French Grasse the book was partly written, swimming pool maker and garden man Jonathan. The writer to leave has met its ivoren toren and people. And of people Foudraine the reader must it eventually has. Foudraine are this way worth it because of its unscrupulous honesty and integrity, large psychotherapeutic experience and - here as a last has been called but certainly not it less - its insight in the sources of (own) suffering and despair. There sit gem of itself observation in (' last stood I under the shower in the swimming pool and were at the same time consider I busy or I a broodje cheese or a broodje egg in the resaurant will be order ' - 157) and profound insights (' this way we all of wood, malignant possibly, skilfully in our argumentation impulse, scientific and technologically energetic, but eventually net as destructive as they that an arsenal to nuclear bombs to their arrangement has and thinks that they must fight, such as president Bush, ' it angry. ' angry ' eventual onbewustheid are and ik-overtuiging. As part of the gescheidenheid it is a rope that low concerning the ground concerning a busy street has been stretched. Everyone stumbles - as Nisargadatta Maharaj expressed themselves it once - 184). the lock, a dream where he is removed in an attachment Laeken, is hilarisch and moving. What can write I nothing to more! I write, to cite Foudraine, this long letter only for own lering. And be learned what there can of your mirror picture? Most recommended.

Only is does not mean solitary guards only is considered as a sentence is not only with beautiful ideas ideas decrease your only is with dear deads only is with the memory to times which have flown already to everything what came and what entered itself only ongestoord your chamber the things trusted gone quiet and purely blamed then are you fortunately only he who this way only can be endure he who this way reconciles with its present which does not speak of solitary days which have lived and are satisfied Dear people, find you vluch(t)schrift of Willem the cock, involved in refugee care Wunseradiel in Witmarsum. Willem collect information on refugees and forward those then. It seems me a good manner on altitude be loved things which her happen and of the in our country enof are published in or an other newspaper. Therefore: it tells it and mail by... Do you have important news? Mail it to: willemwandelaar@wanadoo.nl greet of. Inge Mans A link got sent of a Internet site on which guru's are mapped to reduction quality, to see Guru rating. Something like that works relativising, and that is sometimes necessary at this matter. Meanwhile also chapter has read on 3 of Foudraines book, concerning metanoia and psychotherapie. Foudraine try among others clear make that a World of Difference are there between work to your psychosomatic structure and Zelfgerealiseerd-zijn, between therapy and mystic. At the same time lijken contact points as there to be, he illustrates with some ' fallen '. The chapter reverts with regard to environment on who is of wood and bunker builders. Much psychotherapeutic illustrations. Vanochtend I read a recensie of Gert J. Peelen concerning a new book of the theoloog Kuitert, who does not do kennelijk its extrme in this best ' lose the gelovige ' in the Cicero (Volkskrant). calf ore theology goes ' beyond ' god and belief and that does lose him as ' liberal ' the contact with the ' rechtzinnigen '. In fact Foudraines thematics walk towards parallel which of Kuitert. Both identify the danger of conceptualisering, the marsh of the word and the ratio, in which the mystiek threatens be sucked as it were. Both task as a writer is save the word of inflation and new, transcendent vitality to give. Thus is possible ie, however, today.


Thought that I was, however, but no hear: Foudraines book continue ask attention. Between all biographies of the prince by I have the chapter concerning Laing and Jung can read. For me captivating substance. I weet still well that I read ever in a train zat, somewhere in the beginning years 70, and a newspaper interview with Laing. It was as if the sky on you descended. At last someone who spoke your language. And Jung an intriguing character has of course always been: of the firsts from ' official ' psychiatry which was open for mystic. Foudraine try Zelf-gerealiseerde, Ontwaakte-gehalte of both scrutinise. That sounds what ridiculising if I write down it this way, but that has been not in the least this way meant. He shows more or less that a both complete end was supposedly nevertheless on gone, but by ego - and fear feelings of it have been held back leave complete. Jung visited for example much India, and came on a couple kilometre of Ramana Maharshi, but did not take the effort to the mount to go true the saint meditated and visitors received. (If reader feels you the indignation and fear of Foudraine.) Laing visited also India, meditated in a cave, conducted conversations with sadhu's, but threw later, in London, a stone by a square of a rajneesh centre. Van Bhagwan/Osho had ie for or other reason has nothing - Foudraine suggest all kinds of causes, such as zr traumatic executed and a spirits problem. Foudraine also tell concerning Michael Barnett, which an employee or friend of Laing was and much to Poona went, there sannyas took and the name got Somendra. Barnett have gone according to Foudraine much complete gone. He illustrates himself that with a citaat, and then question I if reader finished what that for proof is, but well: everyone deserves the ' benefit or the doubt ' and I want do certainly not Barnett/Somendra shortage. (Something else is that all this geschrijf concerning Zelfgerealiseerden awoke and at me a certain sense call. It is exactly or vital qualities such as love, humour (zelfrelativering), mededogen (mercy) quantifiable are made, and are put as it were with regard to importance subordinate to qualities if psychotherapeutic intelligence and a brilliant communicative capacity are looking back Bhagwan/Osho for me this way interesting correctly because of its err, its menselijkheid. Water that he cried concerning the treason of Sheela, and the ontreddering which you felt be in him then he sannyasins called the rood to take off, were cht. There in a certain way it demonstrated himself relative in absolute, people in the mysticus, there you saw driven.)


The reading, have kept in Sheffield, (p. 64), and can start now to chapter 2, Ronald Laing and Carl Gustav Jung. Foudraine keep a beautiful tale. Jammer that I was not there at. He grazes among other things from concerning DSM, Diagnostic and Statistical Manual or Mental Disorders, a handbook for psychiatrists, who can look up what their customer and on the basis of that diagnosis has been possible prescribe medecines. Foudraine turn themselves violently against this practice, which causes much unnecessary suffering according to him, because it is gone thereby systematic beyond to the possibilities of psychotherapie. Said as, that nonsuit of traditional (biological) psychiatry is Foudraine very fel. The humour of Osho's Moella Nasroeddin is zoeken thereby sometimes far. I want write not too much more. Foudraine enter fast ' to at point ' and rub that there hard. On Internet I saw that the tightrope walker of November an exhaustive recensie of the book have (it has to no sense the Internet site of the tightrope walker, visit because those mention hoegenaamd nothing of the contents of the booklet - you it must buy). Have yesterday at Scheltema and Holkema (Amsterdam, Koningsplein), a copy of Foudraines newest book, Metanoia, on the head can tap. It seems the earlier books of its hand, among which who is of wood, original face and place bunker builders, in perspective. I am just on page 37 - and it is there 191 - therefore not yet be passed a judgement can. But the beginning is captivating. Foudraine tell concerning an invitation to give a reading in United Kingdom for a group to critical psychiatrists. The invitatie results from the celebrity who him has fallen to after ' Not made or Wood ' and the organizers do not realise themselves obviously that he has exchanged psychiatry, and the psychotherapie, more or less for the mystiek. They see a Dutch editie of died in 1989, the Ronald Laing in him especially. Foudraine the chance seizes to Bhagwanesque betoog - including Playboygrappen - concerning the world of keeping ' beyond psychiatry and psychotherapy '. Later more.

He looks heavily, German and gemoedelijk: Detlef Petry, psychiatrist linked to the limburgse psychiatric clinic pond valley. Yesterday evening, 23.05, the NCRV on Ned a 1 brought documentary concerning its work with ' uitbehandelde ' psychiatric customers. Under them knuffeldier and sinterklaasvertolker Jean Marie. Have captivated sit look at. Beautiful film, which did me realise in particular that many occupants of Lorentz - then ' mentally handicapped ' called - fell in fact under the category given up, uitbehandelde psychiatric patients. Our ' dilution ' can consider you in this perspective as a attempt that what ' given up ' and ' uitbehandeld ' were incorporate again. Next week Monday is there a retransmission. Most recommended.

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